The tears I shed
weren\'t tears of happiness
yet were just tears of pure abandonment and despair
as you left me to fend for myself
you gave me your love
made me smile when no one else could
promising to stay forever
but in the end
you broke that promise.
And I hate you deeply for that
but secretly,
deep in my heart,
I know that,
I could never hate the only one who made me truly smile.