I see icicles all around
I see sharp knives
For my pain is valid
And the world sees me as black
For black are my emotions
Caught up in a tide
Emotions run deep in my veins
And no one knows my darkness
See, secrets never stay secrets for long
I want a better world
But it doesn\'t exist
For I feel my heart beating rapidly
Oh it had to be you
The boy I silently fell for
For your words are silent
And they hit me like lightning
Your secrets are real
Yet I feel phony
Sometimes it hurts to be alone
But there are fireworks everywhere
I can\'t hear them
For I am deaf within my silence
And I am drowning in the rain
That haunts my very existence
And I am getting weaker
There is no more fight left in me
Let go of my hand
And let me be
I want to be free from this world
I want to die knowing
That my heart was never weak
Your eyes begin to roam
Yet I cannot follow you
For my eyes are dim
And the darkness has completely taken over
I cannot follow you anywhere
For our hearts are no longer aligned
I want to die
So go on without me
The tide shall sweep me away.