Simple Tendencies

I wonder where Daniel is vacationing this year

Mom, where did the songs go?

 

They played in my mind when I was a boy

 

Like syrup leaking from the bottle

 

After nuking it for thirty seconds 

 

 

I remember feeling the rhythm 

 

Every time you tucked me in

 

Can I stay in your house?

 

It would be just to be near someone

 

I\'m sorry I took 20 quarters from your purse 

 

The music told me to share with the kids 

 

 

Can we go get dinner?

 

Where we sit and dine and talk about

Nothing in particular.

 

Listen to the harmonies of the girls 

 

Stroking guitar strings in the cafe corner

 

Try to stop myself from crying

 

Mom, am I an adult?

 

I paid Progressive today, snake oil and all

 

It\'s getting harder to hear the lyrics

 

Behind the cacophony of voices in my head

 

Mom, I\'m tired

 

Twenty pages of a manuscript that no one will read, to collect dust in an online submission forum long since offline. 

 

Can you tell me if there\'s a song that makes the world remember the joy it felt?

 

 

Mom, I\'m sorry I can\'t be in that place 

Where the lights are flouride bright

And the people choke themselves with stethoscopes. 

 

 

I wish I was the musician caressing a violin on a street corner

 

Purpose has left me purposeless.

 

I mi

ss you, Mom. 

 

I wish I was the person you thought I was.