What was I supposed to do ?
When everything that I’ve been through
Was entertainment to you?
I won’t blame it on God
I knew well he had no hand in it
These wounds were made by your scheme
Heaven forbid, hell give in
Don’t know how to swallow this well-played betrayal
Tell me, should I forget it all?
When my heart still trembles ?
When my soul refuse silence ?
There’s a darkness in me now
Rising not to destroy, but to learn
To remember what you did
Wanting you to feel
The weight of the sin you left
I was innocent once
I fell to hard, too fast
Call it damnation
I call it believing
Now I stand divided
Between peace and chaos
I want revenge
But long for salvation
Anger
Quietly climbing
Burning
How can I endure ?
You remain in these lines
That’s evidence
I cannot close my eyes
While your shadow still breathes in my innerverse
You should never have come to me
If you didn’t want to earn
The understanding of regret
As it steeped in your name
So I close this door
In finality
I chose a path
Back to the very me
Away from the undeserving you
And before I go
Before the curtain falls
Let the world remember
The good that I tried to keep
Longer than you warranted