Not another spasmodic, painful episode again
Trying hard to not make a humongous deal of it
All the time I smile, it just out of my spasms and I feel insane
At least I am able to write poetry in my discomfort and shit
I am hurting, so every single spasm is getting a little bit worse than before
I have to smile throughout these spasms of the whole of my body
I will overdose if I any more medication. I am going to be very tender and sore
tomorrow. I have to power through it, this horrible time for being embody
I panic a lot at this moment of anxiety and agony but I’m still trying to be positive
With my lovely big sister by my side, she makes me feel better and not so uptight
You know what type of energy and emotionally my heart’s content is coming through negative
My lovely big sister is here to support me, she has made everything much more bright
With my big sister by my side, giving her absolute support and encouragement
I am always okay with her being here with me as loving supporting me
Through with my problems, I wish her kindness and happiness to make them into edible supplements
Those are what can in the real life. Instead it will happens only in my dreams