Not another spasmodic, painful episode again
Trying hard to not make a humongous deal of it
All the time I smile, they are just out of control my spasms and I feel insane
At least I am able to write poetry in my discomfort and feeling so shit
They are hurting, so every single spasm is getting a little bit worse than before
I have to smile throughout these spasms, of the whole of my body
I will overdose if I any more medication. I am going to be very tender and sore
I have to power through it, this horrible time for being totally embody
I panic a lot at this moment of anxiety and agony, but I’m still trying to be positive
With my lovely big sister by my side, she makes me feel better and not so uptight
You know what type of energy and emotionally my heart’s content is coming through negative
My lovely big sister is here to support me, she has made everything much more bright
With my big sister by my side, giving her absolute support and encouragement
I am always managed through, with her being here with me as loving supporting me
Through with my problems, I wish her kindness and happiness I wish to make them into edible supplements
These are what I need in the real life to completely heal me, but only instead it will happens only in my dreams