Flashing lights are upon me,
like broken memories.
The trees move like water--
where is my broken innocence?
The nakedness of fear is beyond me;
I am tied to my trauma for life.
Breathe heavily into my spirit,
and my spirit shall dance.
Wholeheartedly, the whispers begin,
and the floods break loose.
You grab me--
but it is not innocent.
For the sun has drowned in the sea.
As I look into your eyes,
I see a man wrestling with his conscience,
and I wonder if you genuinely love me
or if I am only an emotional punching bag.
Either way, I am scared.
You are a man of mystery--
so profound in your emotions,
while mine remain raw.
We are both staring into the abyss.
Break me, and I shall break you;
we shall break each other in the abyss.
Blood scatters like diamonds
across the deep blue sea.
And I am in heaven now--
yet where are you?
This broken innocence I possess
can only take me so far,
and you are nowhere to be found.
All I see are stars in the dark.
Forever my light shall shine;
I will remember you in the night sky,
for I feel your restless contempt.