Its so irrational to feel this way
I\'ve got no reason to
I can see the love they give to me
Like they always do
It only reaffirms to me
That they really do care
That I\'m not alone
That I should belong here
And the more I repeat to myself
That I do belong
The more I hope
I\'ll believe it all
But there is this persistence
This deep-seeded fear
And it echoes repeatedly
That I dont belong here
And for as much as I try
To find my place in this world
I\'m left empty-minded
My future begins to blur
If I\'m surrounded by love
But I feel so alone
Then am I just selfish?
Just rotten to the bone
If there is clarity
Beyond this growing decay
Just so irrational
Feelings, every day