In the dead of night,
only the moon sees
my unwanted side,
the lonely in me.
She stays tucked deep
so no one knows
my feelings I hide
as a sacrifice.
Repercussions,
not reciprocation,
I\'ll never understand
emotional violation.
Stuck in my head
with so many thoughts,
like an indentured servant,
my happiness never bought.
Cinderella the maid,
my fairytale winced,
never showing grace,
been frigid ever since.
I want real love,
but I\'m always cursed,
flowing these words,
shit aint rehearsed.
Visions in a dark room,
tears writing this verse,
they\'ll still be spinning
while I\'m in that hearse.
Chains cover my lace,
I hide my tear-stained face,
I\'m on the leeward side
of receiving grace.
Moonlight highlights
my unwilled tears
seeping in satin
on this rotating sphere.
Round and round
my head spins,
orbiting this body
with no amends.
Cries rain cacti,
my deserted heart,
keeping it alive
while I\'m falling apart.
Peace, my war zone,
facing the front line.
Fireworks in my head
while spilling rhymes.
I watch their calm
while I shed tears,
silence speaks loudest
like fighting and fears.
I don\'t ask for much,
no diamonds or gold,
but to be wanted,
to have and to hold.
The fault in my stars,
is it only mine to bare?
I\'ll fade into blank space
where my seams tear.
Let laughter endure
love I wish I had
as I fade from knowing
my only better half.