I sat down by the waters edge
Felt the breeze against my legs
Dipped my toe, dropped my head
Deemed I’d rather be in bed
How is it so,
I just don’t know
Where did my whole life go?
I question everything I think is mine
Always looking for those other times
Where joyful memories are not dead
And why I keep on feeling dread.
Silence creeps up from behind,
gently comes into my mind,
to a loving I have longed to find,
here I treat myself so kind,
no more hanging down my head,
no more wanting to be in bed.
I capture a glimpse of what it\'s like,
to love myself and not be so blind,
for I have lived all this time,
wanting you was my only crime. Now, I go back to the water\'s edge,
feel the breeze against my legs,
dip my toe and raise my head.