Every time people say your name, I automatically assume you are there
I know you cared about me, I am so restless and I want you
You were so captivatingly gorgeous, your skin was perfect and so fair
Now I am crying in distress because of my heart is broken splattered in two
I am crying and it’s just devastating now you have gone to Holy Above
I do not have any chance to see you to say our final goodbye
For you, no more pain and suffering. You deserve happiness, joy and love
You deserve to feel loved by God. Whilst the white fluffy clouds goes by I will always cry
Here in this miserable world because I am emotionally hysterical crying over you
God why did you take my Angel away? He was my only reason, I wanted to live in this craziness
I wanted to be there for my Angel. Kissing and touching him in the peaceful hue
He would have changed my whole life forever, now I am living in utter despair and madness
Together we would take on the world, with our own unique unity
In thought that we would be able to make the special one light up
I really don’t know where I supposed to be living in this horrible city
For now, I am just staring into my soul, into my Vodka in this cup
I wonder if our paths, in the next lifetime, will I ever get to meet you again
Our last souls would have a chance to meet with your deepest connection
As I look across the room at your beautiful picture, I am going insane
With the glass I sliced open my wrists, with your beautiful projection