You are always on my mind, you keeping me on your side
Even when I have nothing else to lose, even when I lost everything
I loved you but my Angel is dead and now nothing will keeps me from committing suicide
I can’t believe that you have gone to Heaven, all I can do is nothing
My mind just keeps you alive, it’s not that great for my own sanity
The sorrow of your presence is always taunting me and it will not leave me alone
But it is still lingering and cruelly, obviously me believing in the insanity
Confusion is setting in throughout my existence and my own bones
My mind is like a giant battlefield and shooting across my memories
I can’t even close my eyes to sleep because of your eyes haunts my dreams
I can’t even get up to see this way here with my suicidal tendencies
This is my worst nightmare and I am literally crying and living in, it seems
Impossible that I am not sleeping next to your warm and pulsating body tonight
I can’t even breathe right through my deeply painful cry
I miss my Angel so much I almost feel sick I probably won’t make in my plight
Will I survive of the next night?… I know that’s probably a little lie