Hey.
Your so self-conscious.
Pathetically bonkers,
Maybe just cause you wanna be like those ones.
Maybe just doze off,
Maybe take a dose of
Those things that can take you away from the pain and fill the stain that you feel in your brain that releases the mark and the stab wounds insane.
Wait.
Don\'t leave my company.
I\'m inside of me,
You can see these feelings that I can see.
Legendary.
I am me.
You can feel it inside of we.
This won\'t be the death of me.
It\'s the loss of you that can fulfill me.
And heal me.
Not you.
Me, you see.
I\'m the real me.
Your the same rea-
Son that I\'m here with me.
I\'m locked in my room.
Without the key.
I\'m lay in my bed.
So I can\'t see.
Yet the covers are feeling like adding transparency.
This isn\'t fair it feels like another me.
Pushing me away from them.
A last time warrantee.
A time to forgive them.
A first time guarantee.
Selling my mind for you.
You are the brain of me.
I am the heart that pumps all the blood.
You are the hope out of this mud.
But you push me back in just to pull me back out.
A cycle of reward and pain to make you feel proud.
A torture of time.
A lesson of centuries.
You are we, but you can never be.
This you see is what we will be if you don\'t give the key.
Throw me the key to open the door.
So I can progress finally more.
Please just do it it\'ll feel okay.
You are a board nailed on a door.
I wanna get out.
You wanna hurt more.
Your addicted to pain as it is the only feeling to enjoy.
You feel like a man but your still a boy.
Mature out this room.
End all this doom.
Too much agony can fill up too soon.
Like a balloon.
You kill me slowly.
Then raise me to the top to feel neat.
Then throw to the ground to rot in the heat.
To feel endless defeat.
This time you won\'t though.
I won\'t let you.
Honestly let go.
It\'s too much for me, but I am we.
You are me so you feel it see.
So stop this please, stupidity.
Speak out my message to the ones who plea.
My life is still here and will never go.
It\'ll be pain but never too bad to know.
Just a painless pain that feels like nothing.
Empty inside when I should be full of something.
This is the feeling of hopeless regret.
But never. But never. Please never forget.
You are dead until you escape this room.
Get out of this bed and give me some room.
I\'ll kick down the door and faint on the floor.
I\'ll feel some pain, it\'ll feel like more.
But I\'m out of this room and that\'s all that matters.
I\'m hurt but I\'m out, only notice the latter.
Serve me my life on a boiling platter.
Burn all my outside but never within.
I cant heal my feelings but I can heal my skin.
But this pain can drive me into a wall.
But my pain can fly me past this all.
I can land on a planet with newness.
I still have my secondary nuisance.
But it\'s muted for now.
I won\'t let it get out.
As long as I guide myself forwards.
I may not feel anything now.
But the future ahead.
Will feel like pain.
But don\'t lie in the bed.
Kick down the door and feel the cuts.
Even thinking of it may be lurching your guts.
But in many years time you\'ll be falling love.
And hope and honesty and redemption and that.
All you need is a very big shove. And an attitude to fill up your brain like a book.
An eternal read that you\'ll never finish.
Until the end of your success, you have reached the finish.
You will finish.
Just not now.
You will be proud.
As time feeds you rhymes to float your mind in the clouds.