I thought it was getting better
I thought those feelings would soon shatter
But I\'m a human always making mistakes
With their deeds my heart rakes
I thought i was getting happier
I thought i was letting go of that fear
Yet still I\'m at same spot hovering
As if i hadnt gone away at all
Each time i think back to those times
My tongue ties, heart wrenches at those lines
I thought my efforts now mattered
I thoughtyou had let go of that hatred
Yet each time i glance into orbs of yours
The loathe in them make my breath hoarse
I thought i was tolerable now
I thought you\'d atleast remember me now
I thought my attempts would make you proud
But all you did was hated me out loud
Your each yelling like a blast of wind
Your each raised hand like shock of current
Yet each time i stand there still like a fool
On my whole life its always your rule
Despite this no matter how hard i try
Never enough, my efforts go dry
I\'ll never be enough, never be enough
But sometimes I..... Donot want to be tough
Nazia zahra