This February says nothing to me.
The same way January and December
Have given me little importance.
I felt as the days bled together from November through those cold months.
I’ve lived my days despondently,
Waiting for something exciting to happen
While I slept my life away in bed.
I spent those days watching the sun rise,
Building up a life outside my window,
Just for the moon to come and to try again next time.
But one day, life will open to me like a pack of Malboro Golds.