can\'t you see I\'m pointless?
just another cog in the machine
don\'t you know I\'m useless?
hold me down, use me as you please
I wish I could conjure
all the gall that you possess
harness it into my body,
this vessel from which I confess
why can\'t we not be sober?
liquor will last forever
if I can\'t get sober
then I\'ll just roll right over
if you love me, beat me
I express my lust through scars
pull my hair and fuck me up
do it again \'til I see stars
if I\'m not bleeding, I don\'t mean it
if you\'re not smiling, I have failed
if I\'m not drawing my last breath,
is it even love?
I keep trying to no avail
every vessel straining
I\'m not looking for something tame
I bet you\'ll want me when
I\'m in shackles, screaming your name