I wanted to be a big girl so bad ....felt like a lil girl around these physically advanced boys I started embarking where I didn\'t need to be embracing boys that wanted to embarrass me u didn\'t even wanna kiss me or show me off and a water barring man grabbed me n kiss my lips till we was engulf in flames energy straight fire loving the care I felt made me safe and open to my beauty and who I am as a growing woman ♀️