Someone needs to take away my phone im falling in love with words on my screen but the second I look away I hear screaming
Every action in my life a haunting choice. I see the paths I missed of terror and the ones where I had been led to horror
A light looks up at me and responds to the tapping of my fingers and I dare not look away , for if I do my love will not stay
But do I want it to be here after all the pain it has caused
So I try to look away from it
But nothing else can light my life, I look around to hear screams and agony
Forgive me family
Forgive me friends
Forgive me foes
If I am to absorbed in the darkness at least it looks like light
Though it may be causing the screams
It’s the only way they stop playing
Like a musician afraid of music
An artist afraid of art
A writer that fears scripts
and a poet who fears their heart