birdbird

Not Me

Silent, in the ground. 

I\'m fighting, to lose the crown. 

I\'m lighting, up the flame. 

I\'m scorching, skin just for pain. 

I\'m pleading, for sanctuary. 

I\'m greedy, needing sanity. 

I\'m feeding bleeding wounds of grey. 

I\'m sticking pins in cracks to wake. 

 

And I\'m awake. 

Yeah I\'m awake. 

Got more to take. 

A greedy snake. 

I\'m more awake. 

Now I\'m a snake. 

I fuck their mood. 

And take and take. 

Until they curl up on the floor. 

Watch them plea, wait shit that\'s me! 

 

Fucking up people\'s brains as I cry and I cry. 

Stuck in aggressive cycles until I die and I die. 

Lighting up a burnt out match, let it light, let it light. 

Watch the fire consume my flames, just in spite, let me die. 

 

And I believe in feeding needy and weeding the burnt and greedy. 

I melt at the point of pressure that bleeds me these wheels roll steeply. 

And violently style my violent streak, 

Rile for a while and killed the weak. 

Seeds for the erupted within me, 

A deathly deadly bloodied sea

A deafening predatory bloodlust scream. 

 

For it is me that is not me.