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Guilt and Denial to That Flower

I feel bad for that boy.

 

So foolish to trust me. 

Or maybe I changed, most likely something wrong with me. 

I explained it so clearly, but what was done is done. Love crushed under a foot like dead roses. 

 

In his eyes, I could do no wrong.

I was the girl in the world, the one of his dreams. 

I would (never) poke him.

I would (never) ignore him, always available. 

I would (never) be rude, I was just a little thing. 

Gaslighting, oh hes never heard of her.

 

Everlasting.

 

Blinded by love.

 

But, but.. You put that past me! I would never repeat what I did to that pitiful boy. 

Goodness, it wasn\'t even that bad. A small twinges to love, so?

That concept shouldn\'t be expected perfect, flowers aren\'t. 

 

Some flowers are crushed under foots like love.