I feel like a curse
Too soft spoken for this broken world
Too soft hearted
What’s the point in staying?
I’m conflicted on what I want to do with my life
Even if I am so close to my goal
I want to run away, completely changing it
But what if I regret it?
Why am I so anxious, too anxious, for the real world?
But what if I will be happier with this other goal?
Then what?
Will I be a disappointment to my family?
I overthink every choice I could make
Even if it may disappoint my family
Am I….
A curse?