Anthony Hanible

Therapy Part 10 Ghosts of the Past

They come like weather

Not announced

But arriving in the corners

In the hush between breaths

Ghosts are not only memory

They are the rooms I never finished

The doors I locked and kept locked

The names I stopped saying aloud

Sometimes they whisper like wind

Soft and familiar

Tracing the seams of old wounds

With fingers that remember how to hurt

Sometimes they stand at the foot of my Bed

Solid as accusation

Wearing the faces of people I used to be

Demanding rent for the space they still

Occupy

The therapist watches steady

A lantern held against the dark

As I learn to name each visitor

To say its shape

Its hour

Its hunger

Naming does not banish them

It gives them a place at the table

A chair with a rule

Speak once then listen

Some obey 

Some do not

I build small rituals

A bowl for the echoes

A bell for the sudden storms

A window I open when the air grows Thick

The ghosts teach me what I feared to

Remember

How I survived

How I hid

What I loved and lost

They are not only thieves; they are Teachers

If I can stand long enough to learn

At times the house feels crowded

And I am tired of hospitality

So I choose

Keep the lessons

Lock the doors that harm

Leave the rest to the slow work of Weathering

When the last echo softens

I do not pretend the past is gone

I set a place for it on the shelf

Visible

Contained

And I turn toward the room I am making Now