What are you supposed to do

what are you supposed to do

when

you have so much to do

little time

no motivation

what are you supposed to do

what are you supposed to do

when

time is sprinting

and

your running

trying

your

best

to

catch

up

but cant

what are you supposed to do

when

people assume everything is for someone else

what are you supposed to do

when

you cant look in the mirror

without disgust

your face blurred

behind the tears

tired eyes

not able to recognize

what is happening

what are you supposed to do

when

your bestfriend moves

when

you have no one

when

you cant talk to her

when

you sit talking to yourself

waiting

for the silence

to

answer

what are you supposed to do

when

you want to tell someone

so much stuff

but they arent     here to tell

what are you supposed to do

with all these

suppressed

emotions

what am I going to do