“Stay starved, bitch, cause I\'m your boss!”
She had to bear the weight alone
She was like holy Mary on a cross 😫💔
Not a bit of it I will condone
I wished that I could beat him up
But I was just a boy
Put the fool into his place!
She\'s not your fucking toy!! 🤬🤬
My heart was screaming it was wrong
Stupid mother played along
I was too weak and damaged then
After Minecraft days my state was zen
I played tennis 🎾 on the wall
Simulating what was gone
Holding on to what was fake
I laughed like it was all a joke
It all masked me broken from hate
Chiseled like a fucking statue
“Shut up, Jonathan!” the words of Matthew
She told me that I sounded depressed
“WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE?!?!” 🤣😆
He was real and not a monster
Outside him I sucked his life
Me and Isaiah fucking fell out
I lost my best friend
I turned into a monster then
He didn\'t let me in
Innocent perversion
Brains splattered on the wall
But it didn\'t even exist anymore
I lost respect; my fall