As a human, I sometimes feel a separation from myself, as if I’m being pulled from a higher level of living ,life, a creator, or at least toward something .Durring these moments, I get vivid feelings and mental images that I can’t fully explain, but I understand what they are showing me. It feels like something beyond me is communicating incredibly intelligent ideas—things most people would never notice, experience, or feel.
In these moments, I try to understand and feel things through the pictures,that trigger emotions in my mind. But that is also when the feeling of separation becomes strongest, almost like I’m being lifted away from myself. At the same time, I feel numb all over my body. I become very aware of my heartbeat and breathing, and my hearing becomes at its clearest.
It also feels like I’m seeing, but not fully looking at what’s in front of me. Instead, I’m gazing toward something deep that my eyes still can’t quite perceive like a mirage. Sometimes I hear static, not ordinary background noise, The normal BS of living but something like words just beyond what I can hear clearly, is very directed so it\'s not hard to miss.
I\'ve had this my whole life.