i remember.
You used to yell,
Your temper as short
as i was back then.
the fear i would feel,
if i made a mistake
when i see You to this day,
i still feel my heart quake.
but You were the one
shining that light to my eyes,
when it burnt into my skull,
was the damage a surprise?
You made me who i am now.
yet i always let You down,
and that’s why I’m happier
When you’re not around.