I stare
eyes glazed
thorns piercing my throat
trying
to hold it all in
but once a drop seizes it freedom
theres no going back
no holding back
I cant breathe anymore
my face is adorned with tears
each racing the other
my clothes, dampening
To cry your heart out
to melt away from your soul
and to know no time
is blissful
differently
Thoughts piling up
unwanted-ly wanted
i now know no words
all i can do is whimper
and shiver
and wait
till i go deaf and blind
from the emotions
Now here again
I stare
benumbed
no words could tell
the story the tears
told one
Trying to find another pain
hoping it would conceal
the other
a cycle
that continues
on and on