Tonight I realized I was all I had.
I went to bed with tears in my eyes
There was no conversation had because it was never what you wanted to hear .
The next morning I woke up as if nothing bothered me like I hadn\'t cried myself to sleep because you never noticed me..
Fixed myself up comb my lil bag and put that shit on and got ready for the day..
Walked with my head up in every door I entered.
And on every break I was trying to not do just that..I was broken before the day started
I had painted a picture of happiness on my face that was perfect..
But the fear was water because of at anytime a splash would have hit me my true colors would have shown. Sean that I was scattered showing that I was broken in a million pieces shown that I was hurting inside showing that I was never sleeping showing that I was empty showing that I was not strong but stressed showing I was barely making it...
Today you never stop to ask me was I ok today you showed me it was never me it was you and that you were selfish...
You played your cards in till I started playing to now the only things I have to offer is my paint brushes to you..