I can never make up my mind
Can never decide
Starting to realize how damaged I truly am inside
It’s kind of funny
Fighting invisible demons
Hearing shit that ain’t been said
Seeing things that never happened
Feeling like I’m losing my mind almost all of the time
Wondering if I’ll ever get it right
Torn between reality and this fantasy I’ve created
The voices have been so loud I can’t tune them out
Negative energy radiating off me
I know it won’t get better
The dam has been broken
Can’t stop the emotional flow I’ve kept locked up
Am I finally ready to let go
Am I ready to drown in the constant pain I’ve been hiding for so long
Just let it be over already
I can’t pretend anymore
Just let go