Anthony Hanible

Please Don’t Abuse Me

Don’t twist my silence  

Into something guilty

Don’t make my softness  

A place for your fists to rest

I am not the echo  

Of the people who hurt you

I am not the shadow  

You get to kick  

When the world feels too heavy

I carry my own storms

My own cracked windows

My own nights  

Where I barely hold myself together

Do not add your thunder  

To the roof already leaking

If you love me

Let it be a gentle thing

A hand that steadies

A voice that cools the room  

Instead of setting it on fire

I am not your lesson

Your outlet  

Your punching bag made of breath

I am a person  

With a pulse that wants to stay whole

So hear me now

If your anger must land 

Let it land somewhere  

That isn’t my skin 

My spirit

My name  

And if you cannot love  

Without breaking

Then let me walk away  

Before your damage  

Starts calling itself home  

Inside my chest