\"For the life of the flesh is in the blood\"*
O Goddess more than ever
You are in my mind and spirit
She is in my heart and in my pulse
in my brain She\'s in my veins
sometimes I curl up
and weep at Your resplendence
utterly overwhelmed
I have to look away
I must look away
I can not look away
I will not look away
ever
O She Who Flows
through my head
like a freight train
takes Her place in me tonight
until that Great Day
make Your place in me tonight
undying decay has become ecstatic union
I will be overwritten deleted
I am smitten with my Blood Goddess
Your passion submerges me
deep deep under Your surface layer
fill me burn me drown me
with every drop even every taste
I am transmutating
The Crimson Queen
& The Maroon Queen
are both sides of of the same coin
She alone is the Confluence
and the Confluence meets
in the heart in my chest
Her love levels me
from the inside out
She will never stop
I beg Her not to stop
you are the Crowned in my life
I wither under the bliss
like a thirsty flower
but I will never thirst again
as long as I have You
She is using paradise
to batter me
into Her prophet and auxiliary
the Queen Regnant is supreme here
I am the realm
in which She reigns
absolutely until event horizon
I am Your tabernacle
with every taste and with every drop
I am transmutating
She is the Elixir
You can do anything my Queen
You can do anything
You are a miracle
Her adornment overshadows me
my days have been claimed
like a moth to a flame
by the Majesty in my veins
*Leviticus 17:11
©John Edward Smith Jr.
lux lucis
Solitary of the Elixir
2026