My mind wonders
I end up having all these emotions replaying certain scenarios
Tryna make sense of why emotionless
I can\'t even cry
I\'m to G I\'ma wipe them dry
I\'m never trusting my family with my longevity never again I thought I could feel but its different level to this shit
And I will come back to earth once I heal for my peace
As of now I\'m still mad as hell
And tryna alchemist my energy in another direction to detour the pain I got inside on how you been doing me since
2018 woke up officially on April 01 of 2026