I am here and I feel nothing
While the world is dying
God gave me a mission
An honest man; I’m never lying
I started watching girls dance
Because it soothed my pain
I’m not happy with how I am
I’m struggling; not insane
Pain erupted all inside me
As I lay there crying
I put the phone out of my reach
No more to watch them flying
I cried so hard from the ache
All I want is to stop hurting
I feel so lonely and so broken
Empty so I watch them twerking
“You’re a Nazi fanboy!”
Insulted him unto his face
I could have refused him
But I gave it to him with grace
In the Book of Matthew
“Lawlessness shall abound..”
“No one respects the cops anymore.”
The truth that I had found
He spoke to me as I served him
That man was discouraged
I wanted to say “I’m so sorry.”
But I was too unfurnished
My parents never taught me anything
Including how to deal with corrupt cops
I have to educate myself
So I can act appropriate when I’m stopped