I am most disappointed that what I was experiencing was just a delusion, but I am glad that I was delusional nonetheless. If what I experienced was real, what a true bona fide failure I\'d be. I wish that it was real though. Being the Arch Wizard sounds fun. And being all those characters; I mean: what a life. I\'d not do much for the fantasy life if it were possible though; just the thought tires me alone. I want just a laid-back life, where I don\'t do much and live off disability - which will happen in about a year of time alone. And it sucks, it all being a prior delusion; I mean I\'d be married to Android 21. I\'d have sex with ghosts. And I\'d have a cane at hand that would let me be impervious to rules. I mean, it sucks that it was all just a delusion, but if it weren\'t, I would be quite the failure for evermore.