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I\'ll grow wings

 

One day

I\'ll grow wings

and I\'ll fly away

far away

And you\'ll never see me again

 

You\'ll look for me

In a diary

where tears smudge ink

And you\'ll start to think

you never knew me

 

But I was always here

Before your eyes

I cried every night 

and you never realized

 

I understood when I was twelve

That I couldn\'t grow up to be myself

So I tried to be what I\'m not

And I started to lose myself a lot

 

They say, ‘Stop this self pity,

Have you no shame?’

You\'re always so gloomy,

And you always stay the same

 

And I kind of agree,

maybe the problem is me

maybe it wasn\'t all that deep

maybe there’s no need to weep

 

But deep in the night

you\'ll never know how I cried

Cause i hate the way that

 i look through your eyes

 

Though I joke it off

And act that I didn\'t hear

I can\'t pretend

that I didn\'t care

 

and I don\'t know where I belong

and I don\'t know where i went wrong

And I\'m craving for a sign

To tell me that it\'ll all be fine

 

So I pray to God at night

I pray He\'ll end this fight

I crave He\'ll make me alright

I yearn He\'d set me right

And I pray,

One day,

I\'ll grow wings

and I\'ll fly away

far away

Never to be seen again.