I came out of the womb silent,
Yet at the behest of the nurse,
I took a shuddering breath
And wailed.
Decades later
I sit in a coffee shop in Manhattan.
People spill like beans around me.
And here I sit.
Here I sit.
I got into my car today
After the funeral.
I sat in silence.
Until that night, at my partner\'s behest
I took a shuddering breath.
I wailed.