You are at the very least the most greatest joy that I have never known.
Despite my darkening heart your shining light was still able to be shown!
I was searching for purpose from a fear that I’d be stuck here all alone to roam.
From moving in and out of house after house just trying to find one real home!
There were many failed attempts to find my purpose for living time after time.
Because you are the reason that brings any meaning to this lonely life of mine!
If I could never have had you then it’s true that I could never truly be.
Anything more than a lonely lost soul that is trapped inside of me!
A soul that was held hostage as I prayed every day it could be free.
Then the best part of me escaped so you can extend our family tree!
I can’t get back the lost time but I promise we’ll be fine if being together is what we achieve.
Toxic relationships left me broke with no hope in my ability to find love again and conceive!
As God worked upstream of me, he knew the exact date that I would finally believe.
Jesus was fishing downstream for men right when he caught me so faith I’d receive!
Until I met you Bree, I couldn’t find my purpose like it is your life that is my destiny.
Your life is so bright that it portrays so much more than even the very best of me!
The devil attacked me at my absolute lowest but God passed that test for me.
God blessed all I have left to give you my very best with all of the rest of me!
Yeah, It’s true that you didn’t have me then but I’ll always be here now.
If you ever need me Bree, then I promise I will make it to you some how!