Please Father…
On the darkest day of my life. Where all is beyond my grasp, and the void I see between You and me offers never-ending sadness…
Can it be that I may traverse this chasm that so much wants my soul…
With suffering so pure…
That to descend there…
I will be theirs…until time is no more…
I sense this is a dream…
To be warned…it is exactly what it seems…
Please awaken me, not just from this darkness, but my continual slumber of an existence of no meaning…abiding within a heart that is heartless.
Yet forever broken with despair, knowing I have forsaken You…caught in his snare…
Let me make this new day with the truth that what does await is my choice…
And please guide me to choose You…And when I sense the one that lives to destroy You, hiding in that void that seeks my demise, instill in me that I am powerless but for You…
For my dreams and visons are what they seem…Your gentle whispers hushed for me…
Beseeching…” Not him…Come to me.”