Sometimes I think i\'m out of words for no words can ever describe
Once I begin to think too much again I feel empty inside
Like my mind is a void with every dream too big for me
Like my soul is caged in my body and its banging on my bones
Like my heart thumping against me hoping my time ends soon
Maybe its all just a bad dream but I know its the truth
Like there’s nothing I can feel that compares to this
Like im flying and im flying and i’m falling in an abyss
Maybe I failed long ago and this is hell.
Like Something in me knows I’ll make it but something hopes i don\'t
And i know that it\'ll be fine and i know i\'ll make it out
But sometimes I want to get worse just to know that it was real
Like this black void of a feeling is my puppeteer
I’m a subject to its will and a subject to my fears
Its cut my heart out and replaced it with something that pumps blood
It\'s holding me back and its not letting go
Its chained my soul to my body
And its cut my wings
And it stands beside me
While i sink deeper and deeper
And it says the same words
Over and over:
\"there\'s no way out\"