Seeing in flesh that we are here,
How do I contemplate thoughts of happiness without your presence.
It has been immensely hard to gather some strength to persevere through
Through serious series of emotions -
Emotions of strength, weakness, despair, guilt, resentment.
I have come to the grips of no longer gnashing my teeth from anger, but feel the serene pleasure that all your existence was about.
There’s no day where I don\'t want honor your spirit. I will continue to give ode to you even with the simplest of things. Grief has taught me that continuing to love you forever is only blissful and no longer painful.
For thy pain we experience, thy joy will be tenfold.
May your spirit be joyful and peaceful next to thy Almighty creator.