A thousand ideas, a million dreams,
All passing through my mind.
So many roads I want to take,
Yet somehow, I am lost inside.
I keep chasing,
But I don\'t know what I\'m chasing.
I keep running toward something,
But every step still feels empty.
My soul hurts.
My mind feels broken.
Life feels heavier than I can explain,
And sadness lives in me
Without a reason I can name.
I don\'t know my purpose.
I don\'t know which dream is mine.
A thousand voices call my name,
But I don\'t know which one to follow.
And sometimes,
The weight becomes too much.
Sometimes I feel like ending it all,
Like disappearing from this life
Without hurting the people
Who still look up to me.
A thousand ideas.
A million dreams.
Yet here I am,
Still searching for one reason
To stay.