My heart I was so numb, and now I got to shut off what I feel for you again. Ill always love you ill always be in love with you, but I got to accept you\'ll never see as a man ill never be the man for you. It hurts to see you laid up on him it hurts to see you kiss him. When he\'s not around in a way its different you talk that you are done with him but yet here you are laid up on him. Never have you ever laid up on me like that and now I have to set boundaries. That is so hard for me to set them boundaries because I want to be wanted by you I want to be your one and only I want to be yours and ill never have you like that so I smile because we are best friends but cry because thats all well ever be