I hate him
I despise him
He doesn\'t care
I hate him
I despise him
He gives me money to silence me
He uses money as a way to tell me my emotions aren\'t valid
as if money is everything
Is he right? Should I just silence myself?
All my interest
All my wants
All my needs and desires
He tells me they inconvienence him
What am I here for?
What am I here for?
I thought I was here for love
It doesn\'t feel like its for love
Then what is it for?
Why do I do this to myself.
I used to love him
I hate him
I despise him
I wish I could learn to be as selfish as him