To know that you were more than just a lover is what hurts the most
You might have been so much more
A harmony to a song my soul has sung since it first learned to whisper
I was too young to understand the levels of companionship
Too naive to the ways of navigating and landed fully upon the rocks
I had thought the loss was mine alone
Until tonight
When I thought to look you up
Out of the blue
And saw your reflections still mirror mine
In your digital footprint you left a note
A clue traced back to the day
“Watashiato”
How you broke through the noise and saved my life
Time alone cannot clear the wreckage
Left by actions of our careless youth
Spread beyond the two of us
Yet I feel compelled to speak into the void
And hope you find me here
So I can say I am sorry
Yet happy
My soul sings its best for you