How good I\'m at hiding my feelings,
Wish I was as good at expressing them.
How good I\'m at staying silent when hurt,
Wish I was as good at saying it out loud.
How good I\'m at blaming myself,
Wish I was as good at seeing their fault too.
How good I\'m at suffering alone,
Wish I was as good at asking for help.
How good I\'m at questioning my worth,
Wish I was as good at questioning their actions too.
How good I\'m at making myself understand,
Wish I was as good at leaving them.
How good I\'m at destroying myself,
Wish I was as good at loving myself.
How good I\'m at remembering who I used to be,
Wish I was as good at finding her again.
How good I\'m at living without affection,
Wish I was as good at asking to be loved.
I wish I was good....