Tired... I\'m so tired of the feelings trying to escape. Overwhelming me; feeding on me; never letting out! Thinking about you doesn\'t help anymore. It just feeds the loneliness, the sadness.
Moments exist where I feel safe enough, she was safe enough. But still the tears held at the edge; never leaving my body. Why do I still come here? Why do I still try?
In my mind I see the scars all over my body. As if to function as a guide. Asking me to let go. Time and time again I asked myself why I didn\'t just end it. And never have I heard an answer.
I\'m just so... tired... but I\'m to scared
to Die.