I am a vessel of turmoil emotions,
Ecstatic and sad from all this pressure,
Higher than ever but bed yearns for more warmth,
Turning the heat on won\'t fix a cold soul,
Bite into my skin, let me feel your pain,
Only break then is when you fall asleep,
Kiss your back like a flowing river,
Face blurry but you\'re the one I dream of,
The sun asked me out I had to reject it,
Warmth like that can\'t do me no good,
What if I fall asleep and dream someone different?
I prefer the cooler moon with less ambition,
Like 13 I\'m on a new mission,
Explore what\'s out there in this system,
I am open book you are still reading,
We are normal people, we are both healing.