With tears in my eyes and an ache in my heart,
I look back at my life , all the way back to the start
The lost childhood to becoming an adult too soon,
to the thing that made me a mother , still feeling doom
my daughter was born and I finally felt true love
I know that God sent her to me directly from above
I prayed for her when her heart wasn’t beating
I felt Gods love and healing spread throughout my body the temperature mildly heating
I prayed that I would follow Him no matter the cost ,
fast forward 11 years , when I left and my daughter I had lost ,
my right being forced from me when I was battling mental health,
but I still had the love of God - and it felt like I had all the wealth ,
now its been 4 years and still I haven’t seen her beautiful face
I failed her as mother and I’m falling in disgrace
The biggest love I had - I left behind
I sometimes think what would have happened if I could just hut rewind
with tears in my eyes and an ache in my heart
I realize this was meant to be from God right from the very start