Today\'s the day you say, hmm I lay here awake not a blink of sleep. Who can sleep, not me, nope no sleep.ive been binge watching a show ive tried to sleep but my mind its wondering. Not about tomorrow just random intrusive thoughts,maybe a gut feeling but maybe not so realistic. Now as I cleared my mind, well of course the thought of well its today about 8-7hrs from now ill be at the doctor\'s office 6-5 hours il be well supposedly be waking to get ready and start the 1hr drive to the doctor\'s.
The doctor\'s office thats a constellation of how the procedure is going to work and when. The procedure of breast removal the also probability of having to remove the nips too. I knew this wouldn\'t be easy definitely not a walk in the park, but I know I can make it this mountain ive been climbing will just be a grain of sand. I know ill will make it. I trust in God even when I dont understand..