Why do I feel so stuck?
Why do I feel like life is falling apart?
Why do I feel like things will never go as I want?
I can\'t sleep at night.
At 19 I feel like I have messed it up all, now only a new birth can fix it.
I feel I have ruined this one...
I want to do so much, but end up scrolling to avoid voices in my head.
Yet they all see is me wasting time scrolling.
How do I explain them?
Regretting of wasting time?
Wanting to do but unable to...
Is this what life is?