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Flood

Of course you meant something for me
DId I mean anything to you?

If it was meant to be, it’d be,
But It meant more to me than you

If I were to see out on the streets today
I wouldn\'t walk your way.
If you see me someday,
Just turn your face away

But when you lay awake
Do I cross your mind?
If you want to know,
You always cross mine

There’s things I want to say
But they’d just amuse you
The memories never cave
And there’s things I wish you knew

My absence never hurt anyone
Cause my presence never mattered

And when the voices won

You just saw me get madder

It wasn’t really hard

To learn to disappear

Wonder just how long
Till you notice I’m not here

Are you proud of me?
Or do I burden you?
Do you like to hear me talk?
Or do I bother you?

Do you wish I was different?
And when I try to explain,

Do you find me belligerent?

Are you sick of my complaints?

It isn\'t that deep,

But I’m still drowning

When I feel the flood

You just feel it pouring